therapy

the hard season

will

split you wild.

do not worry.

you will bleed water.

do not worry.

this is grief.

your smile will fall out and down your skin

and

there will be some scorching.

but do not worry.

keep speaking the years from their hiding places.

keep coughing up smoke from all the deaths you have died.

keep the rage tender.

 

because the soft season will come

it will come

loud

ready

gulping

both hands in your heart

up all night

up all of the nights

to drink all damage into love.

-Nayirrah Waheed